You can read my entry for the Two, Three, Six, Five project at this link. That’s all for today. :))
If this is your first BBBC… What did you get out of your experience? Do you think it will change the way you blog in the future?
I would never last doing the 365 bloggers project. Just doing this 6 day Big Bad Bloggers Challenge felt like a challenge to me. Ya, I know, I’m a wuss. Kudos to all those bloggers who are now over halfway thru the 365 project. You guys amaze me.
But I made it to the end of the week and what I discovered is I don’t like blogging everyday. One reason is because it is time consuming. Another reason is because I run out of interesting things to blog about. Still, I think it’s good practice to write everyday, to perfect your craft. I’m just not sure if anyone wants to read my daily rambles.
But, even though I felt I was lacking in my own posts, I really enjoyed reading everyone else’s blogs this week. I’m interested in people and their experiences, and when I read blogs, I feel like I’m getting to know the blogger. I hope people feel like they have gotten to know me from reading my blog.
In RL, I’m a bit of an introvert. I mostly prefer to keep to myself and I don’t open up so easily to others. Sometimes I worry that people think I’m a snob or will label me as being shy, which always seems to feel like a bad thing. I’ve always been able to express myself more freely and openly through the written word, so it’s my preferred method of self-expression.
Will it change the way I blog in the future? I don’t know. It’s hard to say just now. I suppose time will tell. I’m the type of person who kind of has to let things steep in my head for a little while before I can gain any ideas or insights.
One thing I did learn during the week is that I tend to over think blogging too much. The times when I have had an idea and felt really inspired, writing a post came easy. In fact, my most popular blog posts are the ones that I didn’t spend hours thinking about and rereading and editing. So I think that will definitely have some sort of impact on the way I blog.
I’m glad I did the challenge, and it’s been fun having topics to blog and to see what everyone comes up with. I’m looking forward to more blogger challenges in the future…although I make no promises that I will be able to participate due to time, but I have good intentions to give it a try.
Is your avatar more or less your current biological age? Do you portray a younger avatar, or older? Why is this?
I definitely dress my avatar in a younger sort of style, but that’s just because I like the style of clothing and it has nothing to do with trying to portray her as any certain age.
In RL, I’m pretty happy with the age and stage I’m at. My 20’s were more exciting, but in my 30’s, I’m enjoying a self-confidence I didn’t have when I was younger. Maybe I just never think about an age for my avatar because I never really think my age in RL, not yet anyways.
How hard do you think it is to find a relationship in SL? If you have a SL relationship, have you met in the physical world? Would you meet them? Do you think it would change your SL relationship if you met?
When I first read todays BBBC topic, I cringed a little. This topic is kind of a sore spot for me, and I’d rather not talk about it. I talked about it enough here and here, if you’re interested. But, I’m not gonna let it stop me from finishing this blogger challenge…and a challenge it has been for me tonight in writing this post.
In my experience, finding a relationship in SL is not hard, in fact, I think it’s rather easy…the real question is, is it a lasting one and is it the kind of relationship that you are looking for and with the right person? I think this the real challenge, and as challenging as it may be, I do know maybe two couples who found each other in SL and have made, or are making the transition from SL to RL. I can only speculate on this topic, but I suspect they would have had to leave some space open for their relationship to change and adjust to the atomic world.
I’m married, so meeting a SL romantic partner is irrelevant to me. But, if a relationship was something I was open to and looking for, then yes I would definitely consider meeting in RL. I would be scared out of my wits to meet, but if it was something I really wanted, fear wouldn’t stop me from that possibility.
For me, a relationship is not what I’m in SL for. There was a time when I thought I wanted that, and then there was a time when I had completely sworn off romantic relationships. And then there came a time when the hurt feelings heal, the fear starts to subside and I’m starting to see things through different eyes. What it all means for me, I don’t know yet.
I don’t understand all the complexities of finding and maintaining a relationship in SL, or what it’s like to bring a relationship outside of SL and into RL, but I do know this: there is no right or wrong way for any one person, and if there is one thing I have learned from SL, is that anything and everything is possible.
Big Bad Blogger Challenge topic for today: Write about three positive things going on in your SLife.
My blog, which I wrote about in yesterdays post, provides me an opportunity to write again and to explore my creativity. Blogging gives me little projects to do in SL, even if it is taking just one snapshot or keeping my eyes open for something to blog about. And when it comes to creativity in SL, I think I’ve only just scratched the surface of creative endeavours in SL.
From the time I could read, I always enjoyed sitting down with a good book and escaping for a short time to another world. It’s no wonder that I took to SL like a duck takes to water…a slow duck I’ll admit, but a duck no less. I have a busy and sometimes crazy life. If I made a list of all the things I do in one day, you probably wouldn’t believe me. On any given day, you’ll often find me juggling work responsibilities, house renovations, parent council meetings, play dates, appointments, lessons, laundry and all the other usual household duties and so on and so on…are you surprised when I say that I log into SL to escape all of that for a little while? And hell no, I don’t feel bad about it. Mama deserves some play time too.
In the beginning of this post, I said I was lucky to not have so much negativity in my SLife…but on further thought, I think that has more do with well thought out choices(sometimes i make bad ones too) rather than just plain luck. Thinking of it this way reminds me that my experience in SL, be it positive or negative, is in my own hands…and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Early on in my SL, I discovered there was a vast community of SL bloggers. I think I was maybe a couple of weeks old when I googled “second life help for newbies” or something like that, and it brought me up a ton of listings for SL blogs. I was hooked on the blogs from the beginning. I love reading about people’s experiences in SL, and how it affects their real lives.
I started my own blog in October, 2009. My main reason for starting the blog was because I wanted to have a creative outlet in my life. I wrote about that in my first blog post.
When I was in high school I wrote a lot. I was this strange mix of geeky bad ass girl. I played clarinet in the school band. I wore army combat boots and thick black eyeliner with my catholic school uniform, and I thought I was gonna marry Robert Smith of The Cure. I would skip afternoon classes and go to of all places…the library and write in my journal! And when afternoon classes were finished, I snuck back into school to go to band practice.
Now that I think about it, I was probably more than just a geeky bad ass girl…I think I was bordering on high school freak. On a scale of 1 to 10 in high school freakishness, I was a mediocre freak scoring about a 5 or 6. The real freaks were all in the drama club, that’s just the way things were in my small northern town.
I loved writing and I would carry my journal around with me everywhere I went. Thanks to an english teacher who saw a spark in me, I had some short stories and poetry published in some local publications. And it wasn’t just my high school newsletter, they were literary publications with solid reputations. I know, judging from my poor grammar, run on sentences and all my other technical errors, you’d probably never guess I was a published writer, haha.
That was a great time in my life, when writing came so easily to me and I wasn’t weighed down by the emotional baggage we inevitably pick up as we mature. I thought that maybe I would make a living out of being a writer some day. But, shit happens and as a young adult, I made some poor choices which got me into some trouble, and due to low self-esteem and not feeling good enough, I abandoned my writing aspirations.
Eventually, I got my life back on track – I graduated from university, I travelled, I started my career, I met my husband and started my family, but creative writing fell off my priority list. I still wrote a lot in my daily life– I wrote essays and thesis papers, and in my work, I read social policies and I write huge long ass reports on them…but none of that satisfies my creativity. I wanted to write again just for the purpose of being creative, because it makes me feel good.
Second Life gives me creative inspiration to do that. It’s not that I don’t feel inspired in RL, but SL also offers an opportunity where I can indulge myself a little and temporarily suspend RL responsibilities. I think we all need a little escapism every once in a while. After spending a couple of hours in SL, I can log off and go back to RL and feel like I have fulfilled some creative desires inside me. It’s a satisfying feeling and I am a happier person because of it.
Another thing I have discovered since starting my blog is that I feel like I’m contributing something to the SL community. I’m not a builder of anything in-world, I’m far too impatient for that. There was a time that I thought that the only way I could contribute content to SL was to create stuff in-world. But as I get more consistent with updating my blog and more readers find me, I feel like I’m making a contribution to the SL community…even if it is not content created in-world, I think SL blogs have meaningful content and have a huge impact on the SL community.
Blogging about SL enriches my life because it gives me a place to express my creativity, it challenges me in my personal growth, and the best thing about blogging is that it has opened up opportunities to making new friends.
I enjoy blogging about SL so much that I feel totally inspired to create a RL blog. So now I have the inspiration, I just gotta find the time.